The Prayer

Greetings, beloved servants of the Most High!

I come to you from the throne-room of El Elyon, the Great and Dreadful God, Who keeps His covenant of Love and mercy to them that love him, and that keep his commandments;

I am Michael – the prince that stands up for the children of the Lord Most High, El-Gibhor, The Messiah, Jesus Christ of Nazareth in these last moments.

The structure that has been referred to as “the brain” is in fact, an abomination before the Lord.  It is a STENCH before Him.

You are to go forth and do as it is written in Deuteronomy 12:3 – And ye shall overthrow their altars, and break their pillars, and burn their groves with fire; and ye shall hew down the graven images of their gods, and destroy the names of them out of that place.

Go forth and utterly destroy it!   We are with you, all of heaven is with you – as YOUR LORD  AND SAVIOR,JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH is with you.  Indeed, El-Gibhor, THE MIGHTY GOD – He is with us all!

Let’s begin.

In your next meeting – you are to first, cleanse yourself in Living Water, cover yourself with the Blood of the Lamb – then put on the full armor of God.  Pray in the Spirit –  ask your Father make the words of your mouth as fire and this wickedness like the the wood it consumes – as He did for the prophet Jeremiah.  Furthermore, remember these words as it is written –

The Lord thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High resounded – He mounted the cherubim and flew; he soared on the wings of the wind. 

AND

He is the Lord our God, which have brought us out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.  Behold, he comes with ten thousands of his saints, to execute judgment upon them, and destroy the wicked, and reprove all the carnal for everything which the sinful and ungodly have done, and committed against him.”

Father, we stand ready now to do your bidding.  We thank you Father for dispatching your servants to carry out Your Word, In Jesus Name, Amen

Pray again in the Spirit – then incline your ear to Hear what the Spirit is saying before you proceed.-

When He gives you leave – you will then speak to this beast structure, you will go forth and begin the battle in this way –

In the Name of Jesus, MIGHTY GOD, WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE, we do now release all individuals that have been captured, caught-up and compromised in this dark web of deception. We hereby disconnect, utterly cut, cut loose, break, sever and destroy every wire, chip, crystal, modified DNA, correspondences and ALL things that do fuse and connect the hearts, souls, body and spirits of His own – into this STENCH before the LORD MOST HIGH. We do ask for you to send your Holy Warring Angels to set free ALL that have been enslaved – His beloved people, HIS BRIDE, little children, all parts and fragments, down to the smallest quantum particle and ALL that belong to HIM that have been entangled in this Luciferian abomination, in the mighty Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

We decree and declare that HE IS THE LORD OUR SHEPHERD – YHWH ROHI and YHWH NISSI – HIS BANNER OVER US IS LOVE.

Father we thank you that YOU ARE EL-OLAM,, everlasting God who is not constrained by time or space.  Father, we thank you for sending out from the throne room the servants of the Most High, rescuing all that is precious to You from every realm, every dimension, every space.  NOTHING is hidden from YOU!  Thank you for setting the captives free, in the MIGHTY name of Jesus the Christ, King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

Then prophesy to the captives . . .

We hereby decree, declare and hereby do set the captives FREE to worship the Lord their God is Spirit and in Truth.  We call out to you – You are free!  Go now in Jesus Name.  We ask Father that you would send guardian Angels to them to escort them to their rightful place – to where they belong, in Jesus Name, AMEN.

Then wait before Him until you discern the release He will give unto your spirit.  When your spirit bears witness – begin to march around this object  – stopping at each node and speak the WORD of the LORD

1.  I am the Lord, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.  The Father of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. .  It is written You shall have no other gods before me.

The LORD REBUKE YOU –  false god Kether in the Name of Jesus!
It is written about you in the book of Ezekiel – Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee. By the multitude of thy merchandise they have filled the midst of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned: therefore I will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of God: and I will destroy thee!

AGENT OF SATAN – we STRIP YOU of your crown, and melt it in the Holy Fire of the MOST HIGH GOD.  WE bind you now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch the HOLY Host of Heaven to send you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We ask Father that you send mighty warriors to take this principality there NOW.  We shatter your glass ceilings – and tear down your golden gates and iron bars.  We smash and utterly destroy all your domains, all connections, all false promises, quantum deceptions NOW in the name of Jesus.  HE IS THE LORD.

2.  I am El Shaddai, ALMIGHTY GOD, maker of the Heavens and Earth.  The LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Hokmah in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth whose shed blood restores and reconciles His people with the ONE TRUE LIVING GOD!

It is written that thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I AM the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; and shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments.

It is written that thine heart was lifted up because of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground, I will lay thee before kings, that they may behold thee.

We bind you now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch the Holy Warriors to send this principality to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We smash your glass ceilings, tear down your gates and utterly destroy all your domains, false wisdom, deceptions, connections, quantum signals in the name of Jesus.  I AM THE LORD

3.  I am YHWH-SABAOTH, the Lord of Hosts – IT IS WRITTEN that I will get relief from my enemies and avenge myself on my foes!  Therefore, the LORD REBUKE YOU – false goddess Binah in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth who shed His OWN blood that we might worship the Lord our God in Truth!.  It is written – Who may ascend the mountain of the Lord? Who may stand in his holy place? The one who has clean hands and a pure heart, who does not trust in an idol or swear by a false god!  It is the LORD who giveth wisdom: out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding!

It is written that Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain.

HE is El-ROI, the GOD WHO SEES – therefore, we blind your eye in the Name of Jesus!  We bind you now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch mighty Holy Warriors to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We utterly destroy your lies and deceptions and sever them – we disconnect your electromagnetic signals into the hearts, minds, bodies and spirit of His people.  We send the lightening bolts of the LORD to SMASH your glass ceilings, break down your golden rods, denote your diamond cones and utterly destroy all your domains, false understanding, strings and all quantum particles connected into these domains in the name of Jesus.   HE ALONE IS THE LORD.

4.  It is written – The earth is the Lord’s, and everything in it,  THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Hesed in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.  He is YHWH M’KADDESH, our righteousness.

We remember now according to Psalm 143 that it is HIM that cause us to hear HIS loving-kindness in the morning; in HIM alone do we trust.

It is written to remember the Sabbath day and keep it Holy for the Lord our God did rest on the seventh day – For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day, and hallowed it.and we that are created in His image are commanded by HIM to enter into His Sabbath rest.

We bind you now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch the HOLY WARRIORS of the Most High to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We send lightening and hail of the MOST HIGH into you – we smash your glass walls, tear down, sever, implode, explode, and utterly destroy, all your domains, quantum connections, demonic technologies, in Jesus name.  I AM THE LORD, EL ELYON.

5.  I AM El-GIBHOR, MIGHTY GOD.  IT IS WRITTEN the government is upon MY shoulders.  I will tread the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God the Almighty.  THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Gevurah!   We bind you in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth – who shed His own blood that we might be reconciled with the Father.

It is written about you that Thou hast defiled thy sanctuaries by the multitude of thine iniquities, by the iniquity of thy traffic; therefore will I bring forth a fire from the midst of thee, it shall devour thee, and I will bring thee to ashes upon the earth in the sight of all them that behold thee!

We send the HOLY FIRE of the MOST HIGH GOD into you, to utterly destroy you, all false love, false hope and every lie that comes from you.

It is written to Honor thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee.  We smash and utterly destroy all rebellion that you have unleashed upon the earth, we tear down the ungodly disrespect of the youth for their parents caused by mind control agendas.   We ask Father that you send Your lightening bolts to utterly explode the glass walls, sever all wires, destroy all devices, technologies and strongholds in this domain Jesus Name.

Father, we ask You to turn the hearts of the fathers back to their children, and the hearts of the children back to their fathers, In JESUS NAME.

We bind this entity now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch the Holy Warriors to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  I AM El ELYON, THE LORD MOST HIGH.

6.  For I am the LORD that brings His people up out of the land of Egypt, to be their God: they are to be holy, for I am holy. I AM YHWH M’KADDESH – I alone cleanse MY people and make them holy.

THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Tifereth!  WE BIND this false god NOW in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth – who died, was buried and resurrected that we might live in Holiness with Him forever.

It is written that thou SHALL NOT MURDER.

It is written that we are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus and as His servants, we therefore do speak judgement against you on behalf those precious little ones that you have used in rituals, brutally butchering them, slicing their spirits, souls and bodies to be used to serve your ungodly purposes.

THEIR BLOOD CRIES OUT BEFORE MY THRONE DAY AND NIGHT – and it now rises up in JUDGEMENT AGAINST YOU. .

We bind you now with unbreakable chains of Iron and dispatch HOLY WARRIORS to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We send the lightening and hail of the Most High God to utterly explode your glass throne, destroy, disconnect and throw down to NEVER RISE UP AGAIN all your domains, devices, quantum connections, particles and strings and ALL other such evil now in Jesus MIGHTY name.

We ask Father for the senseless slaying and ritual sacrifice of infants and children to be intercepted by your MIGHTY ONES – THE ONES WHO ALWAYS SEE THE FACE OF THE FATHER to be dispatched NOW to the helpless, in Jesus Name.  We speak LIFE and Healing now to those that have been so brutally used by these agendas- as it is written – HE SENT HIS WORD AND HEALED THEM.  I AM EL-ELYON, THE LORD MOST HIGH.

7.  I am the Lord, the ONE true Living God, the Father of Jesus Christ.  Heaven and Earth will pass away – but my words will never pass away.

It is Written that THOU SHALT NOT COMMIT adultery.

THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Netzach, in the name of JESUS CHRIST, the KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS.

We hereby tear down your high places, smash every technology, device, demon spirit and lie where you have caused men to sin and commit fornication with you, with each other and with the beasts of the field.  We bind you now with unbreakable chains of Iron and dispatch HOLY warriors to send you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We send HOLY FIRE into you to melt your glass walls, utterly destroy all your domains, devices, particles, fibers and quantum connections and ALL such evil now in Jesus MIGHTY name.  As it is written HE heals up the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds, and by His stripes, they are healed.   Father we release the HOLY ANGELS to cleanse them with living water, pour out OIL AND WINE into those wounds caused by sexual abuse NOW in Jesus Name –  HE IS THE LORD.

8.  I am EL ELYON, the Lord who sits HIGH and LIFTED UP, High above all dominions, domains and all the activities of the things over the earth, under the earth and on the earth.

THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Hod in the MIGHTY name of the ONE TRUE LIVING GOD, JESUS CHRIST.

It is WRITTEN that thou shall NOT steal.  We now command you to return ALL that you have stolen – SEVEN-FOLD.  I am Jehovah-Gmolah, the GOD OF RECOMPENSE. This is the time of the LORD’S vengeance!

YOU FILTHY PIRATE!  YOU WILL RELEASE ALL THAT YOU HAVE STOLEN FROM MY PEOPLE – AND PAY BACK SEVENFOLD.  We now strip you of all your jewelry, rings, fine gold, amulets, neck pieces, bracelets, ankle bands and crowns – and dispatch the HOLY angels to carry it back to those that it has been stolen from.. We now open your coffers, your chests and your vaults in Jesus Name – and give the bounty over to the angels to return it to those that you victimized with your thievery.  We bind you now with unbreakable chains of Iron and dispatch HOLY warriors to send you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We send the lightening bolts of the MOST HIGH GOD to explode your glass tower, utterly destroy all your domains, quantum connections, wires, particles, implants and ALL such evil now in Jesus MIGHTY name.

In the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS, we speak healing to those who have been tempted and taken captive by this false god – let them steal no more: but rather let him labor, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that have need.  I AM YHWH-JIREH, THE LORD WHO PROVIDES.

9.  I am the Lord, the One True Living God – it is WRITTEN that Behold, He cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see HIM, and they also which pierced him: and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen.

It is written – THOU SHALT NOT BEAR FALSE WITNESS AGAINST THY NEIGHBOR.  We do now bind the false god, Yesod –  and bring you down to the abyss.  We bind you now with unbreakable chains of iron and dispatch Holy Warriors to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We send the FIRE of the MOST HIGH GOD to explode your glass house, utterly destroy all your domains, remove all ability to manipulate and control, to cause hatred through quantum connections, mind control agendas and every kind of evil that you have instigated upon the earth, in Jesus MIGHTY name.  We CURSE every wicked speech, slander, gossip and other sins of the tongue that have been brought about by you, and ask Our Lord for Living Water to be poured out upon those whose lives have been taken captive and whose innocence has been viciously sacrificed to lying tongues.  We hereby sever, cut, disband and and crush all networks created to cause harm.  We bind up broken families, broken children, broken faith, broken careers and broken hearts.  Bless them Father, build them up in the MOST HOLY FAITH to SPEAK YOUR WORD.  You are YHWH RAPHA – the LORD WHO HEALS.

10.  I AM the Lord – MY KINGDOM come, MY WILL be DONE – on EARTH as it is in HEAVEN.  THE LORD REBUKE YOU – false god Malchut in the name of Jesus!  STOP SINNING AGAINST MY IMAGE. ,  I AM THE LORD.   It is written –

And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

Therefore, by the blood of the Lamb WHO was slain from the foundation of the world, whose shed blood has NOW restored Adam and his seed  – we take dominion over you and COMMAND YOU to stop all genetic abominations, synthetic DNA, nanotech, silcone, liquid crystals, implants of every kind, metaphysical wiring, hexagon computing, third strand DNA and ALL genetic mutations.  WE speak destruction into you  – and command that these agendas will hereby be destroyed NOW in the MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS.

We do now ask Father that you would dispatch the HOLY ANGELIC HOST of HEAVEN into the enemy’s camp – that you would UTTERLY tear down, destroy every alien structure, hybrid creatures, nephilim seed, insect, stronghold, device and technology that has come against all of creation, Send FIRE into this camp Father, to cleanse it of every abomination IN THE NAME OF JESUS.  Father, we do ask that in so doing – you deal with mercy towards the clones and other such creatures  – for they are victims of a terrible agenda.

It is WRITTEN – THOU SHALL NOT COVET.

We bind you now with unbreakable chains of Iron and DISPATCH HOLY WARRIORS to take you to the prison of the angels, where the great mountains are burning with a terrible fire, the abyss, to the dreadful place where you will be imprisoned forever.  We smash your glass walls and endless mirrors, we send lightening bolts, hail and HOLY FIRE into all your domains, artificial intelligence, hologram technology, quantum connections, hexagons, fibers, strings. qubits and all quantum particles connected into this camp and declare a world wide failure to the adiabatic mind control DNA computers.

IN THE NAME OF JESUS, we cleanse this entire realm.  HE IS THE LORD – EL ELYON.

Amen –

Now stop – refresh yourself by praying in the spirit – as now you must go forth and deal with the rest of the structure – the pipes, tube, tunnels and strings.

Look down upon this and declare the judgement of the Lord

Thou hast been in Eden the garden of God; every precious stone was thy covering, the sardius, topaz, and the diamond, the beryl, the onyx, and the jasper, the sapphire, the emerald, and the carbuncle, and gold: the workmanship of thy tabrets and of thy pipes was prepared in thee in the day that thou wast created NOW All they that know thee among the people shall be astonished at thee: thou shalt be a terror, and never shalt thou be any more.

In the NAME OF EL- GIBHOR, Jesus Christ, Lord of Hosts, WE dispatch your Holy Ones to send the ALL CONSUMING FIRE through those pipes and tabrets, and make it a terror!  We declare that never shalt thou be again!,

In the Name of the Messiah, the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth – MIGHTY GOD, we dispatch the archangel Gabriel to blow his horn as judgment into and against this abomination – let him lift up his sound – let it permeate all tubes, pipes, tunnels and strings – until it becomes a heap of rubble!  Fling every particle, down the smallest quark to be caught and sent into outer darkness – where it will be ground into ashes – NEVER be rebuilt.

Then – Declare unto it the WORD OF THE LORD

How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north:  I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.

Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.

Prepare slaughter for his children for the iniquity of their fathers; that they do not rise, nor possess the land, nor fill the face of the world with cities. For I will rise up against them, saith the Lord of hosts, and cut off from Babylon the name, and remnant, and son, and nephew, saith the Lord.

The Lord of hosts hath sworn, saying, Surely as I have thought, so shall it come to pass; and as I have purposed, so shall it stand:

In this matter, you will destroy this abomination. 

When this has been completed – cleanse and refresh yourselves in Living Water.

With Gratitude
Your Servant
Michael

From the Front – The Journey

As the backstory of my life begins to unfold –  I want to invite you to walk with me through the testimony of what I call the “front life.”  It is my hope and prayers that as you walk with me for a while through my Journey?  You will find things that connect for you, lift you up and assist you as you walk through your own healing journey.  The Bible tells us that we overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony (Revelation 12:11) so, let us overcome together.

What I am about to share is what led up to “Ground Zero” of a moment when I gave up on God.  I do not want pity, nor do I want to complain but am posting this so you can get a background of what led up to the discovery of SRA-DID – the root cause of the relentless trauma-drama.

To begin, it is my nature to be as drama free as possible.  I NEED quiet moments, love to laugh, love it more when others laugh with me.  I enjoy a good cup of coffee with something yummy on the side. It doesn’t take much to make me happy.   That said – the never-ending trauma shatters my soul.  My handlers know that about me . . .

Prior to my encounter with Jesus Christ, I was an entertainer, Shakesperian actress, did some main-stage theatre, a few commercials, voice overs, worked radio, costume design, special FX makeup, and even street performance.  I had been all over the country, I had worked in the fashion industry, I built sets, and designed costumes and trained traveling entertainers (comedy, mime, characters, balloon art, etc)  for one of the biggest nightclub corporations in the 1980s.  I worked Bourbon Street as a Mime.  I worked conventions in Las Vegas – demonstrating everything from vitamins to automobiles.

It was 1985 – I had my heart broken yet again by another handler.  I was living in Vegas, and was almost two years into a relationship when I found out that as this man was proposing marriage to me?  He was already married and living a double life.  Most of those two years of our relationship we worked together building close to a million dollars in Real Estate (equity).  When I learned of his duplicity, I was devastated – so broken at yet another FALSE proposal of love.

(I understand now that my handlers would never allow anything else).

Brokenhearted,  I did something radical.  All alone on Christmas Eve, I went to a local church, sat in the back, and asked the Lord to help.  Interestingly, a week later, found myself back in my hometown (Chicago), when a childhood friend invited me to a small baptist church in Evanston.   I stuck out like a sore thumb – makeup, high heeled blue patent leather boots,and a fur coat – but hey, I thought people got dressed up to go to church, LOL.   I was so uncomfortable – I squirmed in my seat, trying desperately to grasp what was going on.

My stomach rumbled as I waited politely for it end – when they passed out communion, the hunger pangs made the cracker and grape juice look like feast!🙂 As the people around me stared at me?  I could feel their condemnation. In fact, one individual leaned over my friend to tell me I was “eating and drinking to my own damnation”  Whatever!  I ignored her as I was hungry, in more ways then I even understood.

Immediately, the room fell away, and it was just Jesus.  I FELT His love for me,  I knew how much I needed to change the way I had been living.  I started to weep, and was inconsolable.  I wept before the Lord for the next week.  This was not due to a sermon, this was not due to a tract, it was the POWER of God that came over my heart.

Two weeks later I counseled with a Pastor who placed before me a copy of the “Four Spiritual Laws”  After a brief interview, the Pastor put it back in his pocket and told me that the work had already been done by Jesus Himself.  He baptized me a month later,.

The Vegas handler kept calling me, vowing to leave his wife, and make me a very wealthy woman.  I told him I already was, and it had nothing to do with money.  I also told him I was not interested.  He was amazed when I willingly signed over my equity in the houses we had acquired.  I told him all I asked of him was to leave me alone.

He did not.  Instead, he bought me a mansion, burned up my phone, begging me to return to Vegas.  As he continued to stalk me?  I ignored him. The last conversation I had with him?  He told me that I was making a HUGE mistake.  I told him that nothing was a bigger mistake then building a relationship on the ashes of his marriage.

That was the last I heard from him.  (until I found out years later he worked for the Department of Homeland Security –  called the Secret Service in those days).

So – what happens when a DID-SRA encounters the Holy Spirit?  Well – first you cry your eyes out, repenting over and over again for the next YEAR.  Although you know the encounter was real, that the finished work of the cross means you are forgiven – you are getting blasted with fear and accusation so severe that it wakes you up at 3am in a cold sweat remembering stuff you did when you were drinking 15years ago that you didn’t even remember the day after it happened.  This goes on for over a year until you finally throw that yoke from your neck and find a way to believe that God remembers your sin no more.  Then you get baptized in the Holy Spirit, and go on an 18 month Holy Spirit honeymoon.  You immerse yourself in the Word, prayer and seeking the Lord on everything.

I threw myself into study – just so hungry to know everything I could about my Lord. Oddly enough, somebody gave me a Pastors Library – they had found it at a local garage sale and “thought” they should give it to me!.  To this day, I still have many of those books and continue to spend much time searching out Strongs, Vines, Kittels, Dictionary’s, interliners, commentaries etc.

I spent hours and hours and hours studying, praying then studying more.

Now – the battle is on but I don’t care cuz I am in this amazing love relationship with the One who loved me enough to take on my sin and die for me.  My heart is set on pleasing Him, so I keep feasting on the bread of life,   I married my childhood sweetheart and get pregnant with my first child, went back into real estate and within one year, was invited to join the Million Dollar Realtor Club.

I am going to finish the rest of this post  in second person – not because I am “switching” but because it helps to “see” it better.

So – what happens when you passionately love God – yet have a background of SRA-DID and the Lord reaches down into the muck and mire to pull you out?

BOOM.

You find yourself in an invisible WAR.  You are not alone, but have NO CLUE what is going on or even how to pray against it.  You are trying your heart out, yet walking through the enemy’s booby traps and land mines, dodging snipers and crying oceans of tears on a regular basis.

The first year of your marriage, you find yourself losing that pregnancy – which was no miscarriage but rather a stolen pregnancy, as the baby just disappeared, leaving the doctors mystified.  You are so brokenhearted, you cry for days on end.  Still recovering from that, you learn that you have stage 3 cervical cancer (most likely from all the sex rituals) but, the Lord heals you from it and a year later, you get pregnant with twins while keeping up with an million dollar Real Estate business.

You give birth (16lbs between the two of them, lol!)  but keeping up with the workload is impossible – so you leave the business to take up your God given mandate as a mother to care for the twins.  Although you know this is a major financial sacrifice, you believe that the Lord will bless you for taking care of his blessings TO you.  You SO  love those miracle babies with a passion, you cannot stand being away from them for the 60hour week that a career in Real Estate requires. .

So in Love with your Lord, your husband and your miracle babies, you keep feasting on the word,  and in constant communion with your beloved Savior, even tho your husband, now suffering from severe panic attacks that no medicine can help, loses his job.  The twins, now 18mos old – take unimaginable round the clock care.

However, now you are also the breadwinner cause he got fired from his job and is too sick to find another.  As you take him from one hospital to another, drag your two-year old twins out in the middle of the night in below zero temperatures so you can throw newspapers.

You start a children’s entertainment company, so now during the summer, drag them into sweltering hot weather to perform at birthday parties and company picnics where you have been hired to entertain other peoples children, but can’t find a babysitter for your own. However you keep working, praying and taking care of everything from the house, to the yard to the bills, to the meals, a sick husband and the children . You are ALONE most of the time and so exhausted that you pay no attention to the missing time, missing money or the whole other list of freak disasters that keep happening on a regular basis.

But – you are still HUNGRY for the things of the Lord, so you keep studying, praying and working hard – your day starts at 2am and is over at 10:30pm day after day for several years, but you keep going because you believe that eventually it will turn around.

It doesn’t,

However, you remain hopeful – just trust God and work hard – you will overcome, right?

You return to school, but because you love God and because you are sickened by the atheistic dogma coming from the State Colleges?  Now, you find yourself caught in their net of FAKE christian colleges but because still hungry to learn about the Lord and so passionate for what you think is “your calling”  you think this is a really GOD thing. .

During this time, the hunger for the Lord drives you into doing enough credit hours to get a Masters in English Bible one summer in Israel.  Leaving your now ten-year old children with their father for the first time EVER – you spend almost two months working your fingers to the bone during the day on archaeological digs in 110 degree heat, hiking through the insanity of Petra then studying into the late hours in order to ace an exam the next day before you fall into an exhausted coma at which time you get abducted and taken under the temple mount.

Yet – you don’t remember anything  and think the bruises all over your thighs, hips and arms that look like everything from fingerprints to being hit by a softball, are from working on the dig (tells).  It does not occur to you WHY the Mossad is following you everywhere you go.  In fact, you don’t even know they are Mossad until years later.  You think it is random even when one Sunday morning , a television film crew barges into the church to stick a camera in your face and film you while your arms are raised up in worship, tears rolling down your face.   When 27 rolls of film from the entire summer come back from the photo dept with nothing on them? It never even occurs to you ask why.

When you arrive home, you find that your beloved husband’s panic attacks  have become so severe that he is abusing massive quantities of alcohol and drugs and has basically murdered a years worth of your tightly budgeted finances  – and now his drug dealers are trying to kidnap your kids.  So – although it breaks your heart, you divorce him.

Ten years later they will beat him to death and call it a heart attack.

Now they want to hurt your precious children – you know,the ones you begged God for ten years ago?   So – after you graduate with a 4.0, receiving only disrespect and a $50,000 school loan bill for all that hard work?   Your grades have earned you a scholarship that is only a drop in the bucket when they nearly double the rates after you have moved across country to attend the MOST expensive CHRISTIAN grad school in Virginia.   You are stuck with the decision as you had just packed your kids up, moved across country, pushed your way into a job as a Loan Officer, while attending grad school – while never dropping the commitment to get your children to their never-ending line up of sports and other events.

You begin to burn out – when you get horribly sick from a tick bite – doctors call you a liar as you are struggling to work at a very stressful job while battling fevers, swollen joints and a long list of other symptoms.

Then they burn your house down, kill your pets, but because you are in so exhausted from working around the clock in such horrible pain from the fibromylgia that you are already numb.

Then they STEAL your car saying you didn’t make payments that you did make – but because your house has been burned down, you are out of time, energy and records are in ashes.

So now you are homeless, and with no transportation and have lost your job – the only recourse available is to marry a a man who you have only been dating for a month.  One week after this foolish decision, he becomes verbally and mentally abusive. However, you are working so hard and are so sick you barely notice – but just a few months, you find yourself pregnant, give birth to a downs syndrome child who almost doesn’t make it home from the hospital.

Once he figures out that he has you dependent upon him financially, he beats your 14 year old son to a pulp – but then the courts let him off and even blame you and your son for his abuse.  Although he doesn’t touch your son again – this was permission to beat you too over the next seven years.

He gives nothing but takes everything while telling you that you that you are nothing but a burden to him.

He keeps you so broke, so traumatized all the time – thinking it is a way out – you sign up to finish your PHD, take out MORE school loans to support yourself and your now teenaged children. Furthermore, because you are now teaching as an assistant professor, you hope are that you will land a job teaching college and will pay them off then – except you got mysteriously blacklisted after giving countless hours of your professional services to America’s Premiere Freemason graduate school.

For the next two years, you try everything from starting a nonprofit to producing a film, while taking care of three rebellious teenagers and a very sick infant and a 3000sq ft house ALONE (again).  He is never around most days and rarely on weekends. He fixes nothing – you remodel, repair and do all maintenance on a shoestring., You also find yourself working in his business- for free.  However, while taking care of his business – you lose your momentum on your own start-up.  The nonstop verbal, mental and physical and sexual abuse from him, and the cold disrespectful treatment shown by his older daughter and the in-laws is horrendous.

He doesn’t even find it necessary to put a wedding ring on your finger.

One morning, he beats you so bad that your hamstring shatters off the pelvic bone – the pain is so intense that you want to die – you get told by everyone around you that you are milking it for drugs,  So, due to the accusations, not to mention the bizarre behavior of the doctors, you navigate life WITH the pain.  Then you have to FORCE the doctors by threatening them with a lawsuit do an MRI to prove you are not faking it.

Nonetheless, the courts let him off for this one too.

Then they kill your beloved little brother who had been missing for seven years.  When he FINALLY surfaced, He and his girlfriend had been assassinated classic CIA style.  They were not discovered a week after their death – so decomposed that there was NO explanation.  No investigation.  HOW horrible.

Ten years later, his firstborn son and his grandson would die in a freak car accident.

In desperation, you call battered women shelters who refuse to help you as well.  It seems as if the only alternative is to leave him and move home to Chicago where you find yourself homeless and living in an hotel-hell with your little girl as fallen angels, cosmic beings and the military pullout everything from microwaves to nanotech to plasma weapons to beat the snot out of you 24/7.

THEN?  THEY put your son in prison for two years on trumped up charges.

Guess what?  Now, you are not hungry anymore – in fact, you are skin and bones because you can’t keep your food down and are covered with painful sores. Also – you wondered why you were hungry in the first place – yet you muster what little faith you have left – go on a three day fast, while you croak out’help” and throw shoes at gray aliens coming through your window and choking you to death in your sleep..  You also ask the Lord for archangels and tell him that you are “not sure you love me anymore  – but please don’t forget to remember me”.

Just when you think you might die?  You get sent to Arkansas to be handled by Obama’s personal Bokor (Voodoo practitioner) who is conjuring every trick in the “book of voodoo,” calling up covens and just about every occult practice that exists.  You are all alone, with this little disabled girl who needs care around the clock – sick, exhausted – and then menopause happens too.

When you try to tell your children about all this?  They threaten to have you committed.

At this point, husband who has stolen/stashed every penny he can – even admits to assets held in an irrevocable trust fund held by his parents.  He drags you across country to go to court to declare bankruptcy – dumps $300,000,of his own bills, but refuses to help you with the school loans that had benefited him too.  So now between the interest and fees that have accumulated on those loans – you find yourself $300,000 debt, but can’t get SSI or even a disability deferment because all your medical records have been tampered,  Not only that?  You can’t get a job because of how bad you look on the credit report, your age, and now? You are ALSO over-qualified. Not only that?  Everybody that should have nothing but respect for you – is calling you a loser, a liar and a parasite . . .

Now husband who knows he can cut you off because of how he has shrewdly manipulated his tax returns – you get handled into into returning to him.  He buys you a wedding ring, promises you that it will all be different – so, for the sake of your youngest, decide to trust the Lord and return to him.  As soon as you get back into the marriage – he starts right back treating you like a slave, hiding income, then cutting you off entirely. Not only that?  You find out how badly he has manipulated your children too.

Then they start in on the grandchildren.

I will stop here.   I hope you understand that this is not a rant, nor am I complaining.I certainly do not feel sorry for myself.  I am simply recounting and organizing.

As I write this – It amazes me! I mean how did I NOT know?  Seriously?

The journey is about, discovering  the truth, finding the root, and partnering with the Lord to pull up the weeds so that I may bear “much fruit” for the Kingdom

I want to thank Daniel Duval and Bride ministries for turning the light on – it is delightful to watch the roaches scatter as I begin the long and arduous journey towards healing.

Better late than never.

I know this was a long post – so thank you for sticking with me.  Thank you for joining me in the journey.  It is good to have you with me. Thank you for your prayers, your words of encouragement and the hope.  I appreciate each and every one of you – and pray for you too.     The fellowship of the Saints is pleasing in His sight.

What a MIGHTY God we serve . . . He is Faithful or I would not be writing to you right now.

Blessings to you and Shalom.

 

The Song

When I first came to the knowledge of the SRA-DID – the pain was unlike any other pain I had ever experienced.  As if the mental and emotional wasn’t bad enough?  The headaches, body pain, exhaustion, panic and the sheer horror of it all was overwhelming.  One day – I was over it – I screamed up at the ceiling –  WHHHHYYYYYY did this happen?  WHY?  AND?  What in the actual #$%@!?   HOW can anybody do these things to a to anybody – to a child????   REALLY?  

Now –  I really don’t recommend using vulgar language in prayer – but the Lord, at that moment, knew I needed something more than a lecture.  All of a sudden – a hush came over my soul –  then I heard singing!.  It sounded like a lullaby.  I don’t know how to share the melody – so I share with you the lyrics.  It is for you too . .  .

THE SONG

You have asked

and it’s been given
Here’s the answer
of that you seek

What the Lord has placed
within you

It is simple once you see . . .

He has placed
in you the answers
To heal nations
And set
the captives free

Within your walls
You hold the paycheck
The judgement of the wicked
is in thee

So simple once you see

Don’t be afraid
Sons and daughters
Never were like
lambs to slaughter
But a weapon
of His Grace
So dry your eyes
Wash your face
Hold your head up
Rise and sing
Beloved children
of the King. . . .

So Simple once you See

NOW SEE!

After a year of tears later – I understand!  We are the ones who have been called to bear witness to the relentless evil of our generation  – we also can now testify to the Power of our God to overcome it ALL!

Talk soon.  Bless you!

Back!

Blessings to you in the Name of our Precious Lord Jesus Christ!

I want to offer an apology – well, more of an explanation.  Since I posted the blog on the implants, the “agony of healing” had me firmly in the grips of the mysteries of what I call “The Unraveling.”   The stuff coming up and out of my body is horrible in and of itself a difficult process – the headaches, the body pains, the impressions on my skin out of nowhere, the nausea – but as this mess comes off?   The memories . . .oh wow.  The memories.

First a flash . . .then a headache.  Then another flash – and yet another.  Unconnected images battle my need for organized thinking.  As the images bubble up, they make no sense – the headache gets worse.

The images then begin to come up from everywhere –  accompanied by unexplained emotional fall-out, then the crawling skin and pain that is so severe I can feel it OUTSIDE my body.  Then . . .more images, more flashes, oh, and lets not forget the “the Crazy!”

“The Crazy,” is my accuser and is quite vicious.

I do NOT want to believe it.  I want to run from it . . .the Lord gently takes me by the hand and reminds me  the the best medicine for healing the mind, soul and spirit is Truth.  That every single memory I recover is and of itself – a miracle.  There is NO way I could get past the scarring, the implants, the trauma without His help.  For this, in spite of the pain, I am grateful.   I know I am being healed.

Yet?  Talk about a ticket straight out of the comfort zone – whoa.

This is a process of negotiating programming, overcoming denial and internal tornadoes and a myriad of never-ending roadblocks.   This where The CRAZY! is really good at their job of push-back.   However, over the last months,  I have come to realize that The CRAZY! is a programmed response – it exists to keep me in line.  This is what comes up to accuse and respond to the miraculous breakthrough out of the prepackaged blather that has been deliberately and systematically fed to us since we were old enough to talk.

Yet – in spite of  this – many times, I find myself running back to the comfort of the screen memories – which only leads to more pain, more delays and I don’t have another twenty years.     .

There is also a duality of having to navigate loved ones who have not yet begun to see past the lies.  As they sit in the living room with the mainstream media blasting spin from a screen, ignoring the elephant in that very same living room – a tiny piece of glass with chips of light and tiny wires emerging from my ankle  – as the exit wound pours blood all over the white shaggy rug.  Sigh – I take my comfort from giving God the Glory in the gory and PRAISE GOD – the pain I have had in that joint for the last ten years is now GONE!

So . . .Hello AGAIN.  I’m back – get ready – fasten your seat belts – because what I have been learning?  Is at best described in the words of Mark Twain –  “Truth is stranger than fiction, but it is because Fiction is obliged to stick to possibilities; Truth isn’t.

Blessings – talk to you tomorrow. .

 

How do you know if you have an implant? PART ONE

Hello Again!

As I have been discovering (and being healed from) a myriad of implantable devices in my body, I want to share with you what I am learning about them. Over the next three weeks I will post this as a three part “series.”   In the first part, I want to give an overview of my own experiences including the healing journey of the last months.  Next week (part two) I will present a deeper review of the various types of implants, and present research of qualified resources, including medical doctors.  The last post in the series (part three) will be in-depth look at horrifying reality of liquid crystal implants.

Unbeknownst to the general public – the subject of implantable devices (aka implants) is an agenda that reaches far beyond the RFID microchip – and is so unbelievable, so massive, that the only way I can think to keep us all focused is to break it up into smaller chunks.

Over the next three weeks blog postings will be as follows –

Part One – TODAY – will be an overview of the last few months, my experiences with implants – and my testimony of the miraculous power of Jesus Christ to heal us of this horrendous evil.

Part Two – NEXT WEEK – Implants – types, research and further discussion.

Part Three – WEEK THREE – Liquid Crystal Implants, Nanotech and Telephone Hats – an in-depth discussion on how and why Liquid Crystals are used for mind control (implants).  Liquid crystals are typically found in our computers, televisions and cell phones (aka liquid crystal display (LCD) and easily adapt to the transmitting of thoughts and images into the mind. Furthermore, due to the metaphysical properties of crystal, are used heavily by the occult for their subtle energies (piezoelectricity).  Finally, due to is bio-compatibility with skin – they are easily embedded under the scalp.  That said – through the power of Jesus Christ, these are NOW drying up, emerging up and out of my scalp in various sizes and shapes (see pictures below).

Okay then – lets begin.

I am a survivor of military mind control.  My programming began when I was an infant.  My first programmer was an individual known as Josef Mengele – who accomplished this through brutal torture – but we will get to that another day.

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The faces of SRA – after winter’s solstice 1964

Ya gotta to hand it to them – they did a good job!   I am in my fifties and just NOW discovering just WHAT lurked behind the freakish circumstances surrounding the last 50+ years of my past.

Although it took over a half a century to get me to the last four months? These are the days of MIRACLES!  The Lord has been delivering me DAILY through the power of prayer and the incredible ministry of Daniel Duval of Bride Ministries.

ONLY  through the power of Jesus Christ, have I FINALLY begun this amazing, painful, incredible, horrible, miraculous healing!   As I work with my Lord Jesus Christ and my life coach (Daniel Duval) through a labyrinth of over a half a century of  military mind control?   I am discovering the TRUTH of just how deep that mind control goes – and how they have hidden it from me for YEARS.

One of the ways they accomplished this? Is through implants.

As I am NOT the evil genius behind this project,  and therefore not privy to the actual blueprint for design, construction and deployment of this agenda – so any attempt at scientific evidence will be coming from an experiential POV.   However, what we don’t have in the way of science?  Jesus Christ, the Creator of the human body (the very IMAGE of GOD) has made Himself available to us!

As we find our way to healing, it is my prayer that we will also be an instrument to expose a world-wide agenda to implement the most horrible nightmare imaginable.

I want to share some of what we are learning with you.

Question:  How do you know if you have an implant?

Answer:  Most of the time – you don’t.  

The perpetrators go to great lengths to disguise what they are doing – most of the time, implants are camouflaged and typically (medically) undetectable.

This is particularly true of the newer nano-tech devices.

Up until just a few months ago, I did NOT know I had implants, but something kept sending me to one doctor’s office after another.  Unfortunately,  doctors could give me ZERO medical explanation for the myriad of bad health, phantom pain and freakish medical issues that I experienced for many years.

The next question people ask – can you feel them?  Sometimes – but even if you did?  You might not understand it to be an implant.

For example-

I had one in my foot for years – at first, I thought I had stepped on a sewing needle – but when the docs tried to get it?  IT MOVED so much that after four hours of butchering my foot, the doctor finally gave up. It took over six weeks to heal up from that procedure!  So, there it remained for over thirty years before I finally was able to get the thing removed.

Thirty years later = better medical equipment.

When it did finally came out – it looked like a tuning fork!

A few weeks after the removal, I still had quite a bit of pain in that foot. Furthermore, as there was a lot of scarring in the area, the incision never healed. Finally one night during a hot bath, something that looked like grain of rice came out of the area, and it was only then did the incision healed up.

That was in 2007 — eight years ago.

In June of this year (2015) Daniel Duval of Bride Ministries prayed for the ringing in my ears to stop – and this fell out of that same foot.  (LOL – the Lord does have a sense of humor!)

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I was sitting down on the bed when Daniel prayed – when all of a sudden?  It felt like I had stepped on a piece of glass – I looked at the area – and saw this glass splinter coming out of the bottom of my foot!  I grabbed the tweezers out of the end table next to the bed, grabbed a hold of it – and there it was.

Up until this time it emerged?   I had NO CLUE that this chip and nanowire was in my foot.  The point is that the tech keeps getting better at hiding.

Sometimes implants can appear to be moles, freckles and odd pigmentation the skin. That pigmentation can look like patterns – particularly when heat is applied to the skin.  This glass like structure on the tweezers was from a mole under my chin.

mole glassOthers just emerged from the skin – no explanation – just a tingling, itching then a small welt with a hole would open over the top of a mole or freckle – like this –  back of arm2

back of armclose up leg implant holes

When they open up?  The wounds would release specks of a metallic material (like glitter), tiny crystals, or black flecks – like this –

all that glitters small

After this nasty GROSS stuff came out?  The wound quickly healed – about three days total.

I want to add to this discussion that I found this happened so many times that it became disturbing enough to go to the doctor – who offered the following explanation –  Adult acne.  Maybe boils?  Then sent me home with a bill for $150.00 and advice to get something OTC.   REALLY?

Here is another one on my ankle- that began to itch, weep –

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Then dried up!

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Today – there is nothing left of that “mole.”

That said – just because there is a mole on your skin, DOES NOT mean it is an implant.   Please get moles and skin irregularities checked by a medical professional – DO NOT just assume it is an implant.

SCALP

I have some on my scalp (will go further in depth in part three – Liquid Crystals/telephone hats).  Liquid crystals are bio-compatible with skin, therefore ABSOLUTELY undetectable until the Lord began His work on me!  For the last four months, I have watched these dry up and pushed out of my scalp. Begins with a small swelling – like a welt or bump, gets spongy, then hard, then crystalline structures push up and out of those areas

Sometimes they are tiny – like these

falling rocks

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crystals (Medium)

Sometimes as large as 3/4″ in diameter

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Sometimes they have triangles in themthe triangle

Or look like rose-quartz crystal 

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Um . . .how about a crystal skull? 

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And wires –rock`1a

Fiber Optic Wires

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Wires (and tigers and bears) OH MY!

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WUT? (a scientific term for unknown variables)
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EARS

Ringing in the ears – might be caused by an implant (docs call ALL ringing tinnitus, but this kind of ringing seems to come from OUTSIDE and even several inches away from the head.

Presently, I still am dealing with the ringing, occasional voices and other “internal” sounds (clicking, booming) – and given my history, there is a chance that these MIGHT be caused by an implant (ya think?)

Still waiting on the Lord for this healing – I believe that when He is ready, this will happen.

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If paranormal activity is normal for you – you might have implants.  I USED to have DAILY paranormal activity – you name it, I saw or experienced it.  Today, I am pleased to tell you that this, for the most part, has stopped.

This picture was taken in my kitchen in 2009

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This picture was taken in my back yard in 2010demontree

Small white scars and/or bruises that suddenly appear with no explanation – you might have implants.  A few years back, woke up a random swelling and pain in my arm – notice the triangle coloration in the middle of the scarring. (ya think?)

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Patterns on other arm – triangles, boxes, etcother arm

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I woke up one morning in 2014 with blood all over my sheets, strange band marks, and a triangle-shaped chunk missing from the back of my leg.

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And this one too –  a few months later

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Finally – here are a few more signs and symptoms . .  .

Abductions – if you know this has happened to you – you might have implants.

Scoop marks randomly appearing on your skin – you might have implants.

If you get sick A LOT with illnesses that baffle the medical profession – you might have implants.

Random sharp shooting pains and odd sensations that do NOT have a medical explanation – might be caused by implants.

Random nosebleeds particularly upon awakening – no medical explanation, you might have implants.

(women only) a major CHANGE in your menses – with NO medical explanation – might be caused by implants

Behavior – BIG changes that happen suddenly in you or others around you – with NO explanation – might be implants.

You have been involved with the occult or know you have had past experience with SRA?  You might have implants.

Finally – this is only a just a list of possible symptoms – but DOES NOT mean that the person definitely has implants.   I encourage anybody reading this to FIRST seek medical attention – and if possible, from a Godly physician. Although these can be difficult to find, it makes sense to seek a medical professional – particularly one that believes that your body is fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God.  (as opposed to the image of a monkey)

If you are experiencing several of these symptoms, and there is not a medical explanation or solution?  It is only logical to seek Jesus Christ for Holy Spirit solutions for a spiritual problems.

I leave you with this – God LOVES you and wants to see you healed, whole and healthy.  He gave ALL He had in His Son Jesus Christ,  who is still in the business of deliverance and healing.  I want to finish up this post by replacing the horror with a line-up of the promises of God –  these promises are for YOU.  For me.  For us all . . .

See you next week . . . BLESSINGS!

And to wait for His Son from heaven, whom He raised from the dead, even Jesus who delivers us from the wrath to come. 1 Thessalonians 1: 10(NKJV)

I will say of the Lord, He is my Refuge and my Fortress, my God; on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I [confidently] trust! For [then] He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.
Psalm 91: 2-3 AMP

And Eleazar [one of the Three] stood in the midst of that plot and defended it and slew the Philistines [until his hand was weary, and his hand cleaved to the sword], and the Lord saved by a great victory and deliverance.
1 Chronicles 11: 14 – AMP

You are a hiding place for me; You, Lord, preserve me from trouble, You surround me with songs and shouts of deliverance.  Psalm 32: 7 -AMP

[And indeed] the Lord will certainly deliver and draw me to Himself from every assault of evil. He will preserve and bring me safe unto His heavenly kingdom. To Him be the glory forever and ever. Amen (so be it). 2 Timothy 4: 18 -AMP

The Spirit of the Lord [is] upon Me, because He has anointed Me [the Anointed One, the Messiah] to preach the good news (the Gospel) to the poor; He has sent Me to announce release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to send forth as delivered those who are oppressed [who are downtrodden, bruised, crushed, and broken down by calamity] Luke 4: 18 AMP

The Lord is my Rock, my Fortress, and my Deliverer; my God, my keen and firm Strength in Whom I will trust and take refuge, my Shield, and the Horn of my salvation, my High Tower. Psalm 18: 2  AMP

[As for me] I am poor and needy, yet the Lord takes thought and plans for me. You are my Help and my Deliverer. O my God, do not tarry! Psalm 40: 17 AMP

Deliver me in Your righteousness and cause me to escape; bow down Your ear to me and save me!  Psalm 71: 2 AMP

Rescue me, O my God, out of the hand of the wicked, out of the grasp of the unrighteous and ruthless man. Psalm 71: 4 AMP

Blessed be the Lord, my Rock and my keen and firm Strength, Who teaches my hands to war and my fingers to fight–My Steadfast Love and my Fortress, my High Tower and my Deliverer, my Shield and He in Whom I trust and take refuge, Who subdues my people under me. Psalm 144: 1-2 AMP

Deliver me, O Lord, from my enemies; I flee to You to hide me. Psalm 143: 9 AMP

O LORD my God, in You I take refuge and put my trust; save me from all those who pursue and persecute me, and deliver me.  Psalm 7: 1 AMP

Many evils confront the [consistently] righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all.  Psalm 34: 19 AMP

And call on Me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall honor and glorify Me. Psalm 50: 15  AMP

[The Father] has delivered and drawn us to Himself out of the control and the dominion of darkness and has transferred us into the kingdom of the Son of His love. Colossians 1: 13 AMP

Upstairs Downstairs

This came to me today – want to share it with you.

There are two kinds of memory . . .upstairs and downstairs.

I live upstairs – my alters live downstairs.  We share a house – that is this body.  For the last 50+ years, I did not know that anybody lived downstairs.  How crazy is it to live in a house and not even know that there is a downstairs?

Not only that?  I have “children” that live down there!

My alters are like my children that I never knew I had.  Oh – I could hear their music, I could hear them whispering once and awhile, sometimes I have even heard them crying – but because I did not know that  there was a downstairs to my house, how could I know that anybody lived down there?  Worse yet, the downstairs was locked, so even if I knew it was there?  I still couldn’t go into those rooms and get to my children.

Since I have been working with my coach – he somehow found the key to unlock those doors, and now my children  have begun the journey upstairs, to me, to Jesus Christ, to healing.

Thank you Daniel Duval.  Thank you, Bride Ministries.

I have a child named Jessica who lives downstairs.  In 1982, while I was working (upstairs) as a mime on Bourbon Street in New Orleans, she was working (downstairs) as a slave to monsters.  Because we live in the same house – sometimes her pain would bang on the ceiling and I would get sick. She FINALLY came upstairs and told me about her pain – and what she has had to say has blown the roof off . . .it’s okay, tho – Jesus has sent angels to do roof repair, lol.

In 1986, when I was expecting my first children, I wanted to name the girl Jessica – and was all set to do that – but changed my mind two weeks before they were born.  I named the girl Kristin instead.  I never new why I did that – but I do now.

I already had a child named Jessica who lived downstairs.

There are many stories in this house – and children that live on different levels – Heidi, Sandy, Julie, Sarah . . .there are some like little Mary Ellen who lived in the basement.  These have now begun to make their way upstairs and let me into their lives.  I am glad for that – they trust me enough to tell me their secrets.   These are the “stories” that need to be told.  These is the hope – that one day, these stories will help others whose children are locked downstairs.

There are more down there . . .

When they come to me, I take them to Jesus Christ – and the Living Water which has cleaned the filth off of them. Their wounds are cleansed with Oil and Wine.  Instead of rags and chains – they have been given clean white linen to wear.  They were starving – but now have their fill of the Bread of Life.

I will, with the help of Jesus Christ, do whatever is in my power to protect them from any more harm.

Memories live upstairs – symptoms and images live downstairs and when they see the door is open – they peek out, then make their way upstairs.  When this happens, it hurts,  That said – hurting is the signal that they are on their way upstairs, to me, to Jesus Christ, to healing.

I embrace them – good bad and ugly.  They are my children.